No.922
Lmao! HaHa!
No.924
Fuck, that's sad. I think you should explain what happened and apologize.
It completely changes the context, she probably believes that you only kept up the relationship so you could date her, while it seems that's pretty far from the truth from what I can read.
No.930
>she said it is never gonna happen
You should realize that you were probably hurting anyway, since you could never really have her. Maybe the only reason you didn't realize this before, is because you didn't ask her out in the first place, and your mind was clinging to the idea that you might just have her. In reality at one point she probably would have gotten a bf anyway, and would leave you in the dust (or at least hang out with you much - much less).
At this point you can either meet up with her, sober and try to properly tell her your feelings, or move on. I'd recommend the second option, from what you've explained, although to be fair, it is very little information. This will hurt you for a while for sure, but if you get your shit together soon, and keep working on yourself, while also putting yourself in positions where you have the opportunity to meet other women you'll find someone else eventually. Don't let your mind tell you that this isn't just temporary.
No.950
>>930Gonna move on I guess but having zero friends doesnt help being free all the time makes me think about her more and cant even roam around city on my bike like I used to cause all the places remind me of her
but ill move on and never ever get close to a women they are different beast and I have no talent or means to tame one
No.951
>>948I am not fat nor I am ripped I have ottermode body cause I workout at home but improving my social skills is a thing I will try and ofcourse never gonna smoke weed again
No.964
>>951What will you do for socialmaxxing? Going to a pub and start talking with random humans, joining a group or club who shares the same interests as you?
No.990
I have an update if anyone wants one
today is her birthday was thinking of wishing her atleast but she texted me and I didnt see it for 3 hours as I dont use my phone much and after I replied she hasnt replied for 9 hours now what the fuck should I do
No.991
>>990Better yourself, and don't let yourself care that much about her. If she'll reply you'll only reply when you'd pick up your phone to check something anyway. If she doesn't, it doesn't matter either way.
>>964And do one or multiple of these.
You know it's one thing that there are other fish in the sea, but in this case, I'm pretty sure there's better fish in the sea.