Quite like me acctually.
I started browsing mabye two years ago, I'm 17 and bound to be 18 this year.
I also don't have much hope for the future. I *want* to study for a long time and get a good job and yadayada.
But I'm no "doer"
I seem to be tired all the time, have been for mabye a year or longer. No school subjekt is interesting, and I can't get stuff done. I can do menial tasks, but barley anything that requiers long time and consentration.
I have few hobbies, if any. Like many other here I just listen to music instead of doing something I should. This solitary activity is sometimes combined with scrolling on 4chan and this place. I really like this place.
I'm not very good at handeling friends, so I have just a select few. Although often I don't want to be with them, which hurts because I think I hurt them, but I just want to disasociate in peace.
I'm not very comfortable with shrinks, still, I've tried to get one. I applied 18 months ago and still havent got one lol
Underweight (bmi:17,7) but I can't bother with reading about nutritional values enough to healthily go up in weight.
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